Friday, January 25, 2008

Feeling sorry for myself

Ok I know that no one really cares to hear about my sobb story but I need to vent to someone and so why not do it on my blog. For those of you who know, my family after New years decided to have a biggest loser contest and who ever wanted to join had to put money into a pot and in the end the person who lost the most percentage of weight won. So I decided I had a few pounds to lose so why not. It has been total hell. I gave up one of the things I love the most my daily dose of Dr. pepper. I know you say just have diet but it is not the same. I don't eat anything that I really love to eat. I feel like I am starving all day. I get up each morning and go to the gym where I bust my butt doing 45 to 50 minutes of cardio and then do weights. So you are saying what is the problem, well today I got on the scale and yes I have lost some weight but my body fat percent has gone up . I get so frustraded because here I am trying to eat healthy and excercise and for what. Michael each night sits down next to me with some wonderfully smelling treat of some sort and I just have to sit as he eats and gains not one pound. Does he go to the gym everyday,NO. Don't get me wrong I am not mad and Michael. I am just sick of being a girl sometimes. Where anything that goes into your mouth sticks right to your butt. So there it is I do feel somewhat better. I knew if I just got it out I would be ok. Thanks for listening or should I say reading!

9 comments:

Kim Simpson said...

Whenever this is over we are taking our dinner out group to wherever you choose with a stop at sonic for a Rt. 44 regular dr pepper.

Anonymous said...

I am sorry Jaime...I am glad you lost weight though. That's great! I think that scale you are standing on to test your fat percent is off. So don't get so down, I am sure you are lookin great! Love ya.

Abby said...

OK, Girl!!! You Know My Feelings about weight,, all My Life I Have Thought I was fat, when I Really wasn't at One Point In My Life.. I Looked at Those pictures Now and Think To My self <<< Man I Looked Darn Good... But did I ever appreciate It.. NO!! so My words To You Today are Look at Yourself and Love what You see>> never again will You be This age with That Bodie>> and Believe me It's Great...Love You Mom

Anonymous said...

1st off you look GREAT - you are the mom of 5 adorable kids and you look like a 20 year old! I know - we as women always go through our ups and downs of feelings and emotions.

I did want to tell you that I am attempting to drink Diet Dr. Pepper - I NEVER THOUGHT I COULD DO IT, but guess what it's not that bad - it could be worse! I just stopped at Sonic to get a Rt. 44 and asked for my usual lite ice, but also asked for Diet, with a splash of regular - the woman over the intercom just laughed when I said I just need a little regular :)

Shaun and Aimee said...

So unfair! My husband is the same way...eats whatever he wants, but if I even smell it I gain 5 pounds. Keep at it though, it will come of and your percentage will change. I totally hear you on diet soda...I'd rather eat dirt!

Abby said...

I've come to the conclusion that I will never be the size I want to be so I've decided to just be happy with the way I am! Just be glad you don't weigh like 300lbs! But seriously Jamers you look fantasmic!

Taylor Family said...

Ahh Jaime I love you!! I am so right there with you!! We can do this!! You already look great!! I dont even think you need to lose any weight!!

Taylor Family said...

ok so I have something to tell you about the body fat percentage on those stupid scales!! Call me!! They are NOT always right!!

Castiel Moyes said...

Isn't that the truth! I can't tell you how many nights Dustin sits down to an entire sleeve of chips ahoy cookies and downs them one by one and does his butt grow any bigger....NO!